It’s that time of year again, the holidays. Willa is the perfect age for trying Thanksgiving foods and being aware at Christmas, maybe not staying up for New Years though. Christmas is a bit of a touchy subject for me, my grandmother died shortly after and it just brings up a lot of hard things to bear. I was so excited to be a mom so I could make new memories with my sweet baby.
I think one of the most fun parts of being a mom is seeing the world through your child’s eyes. Willa loved halloween, the colors and costumes and festivities. I cannot wait for her to see the lights and snow and tree. There’s a certain innocence to children that we can’t ever get back. Those first memories that are barely remembered other than the comfort and joy associated with them.
This year I’ve decided to remember what I’ve lost, but not let it consume what I’ve gained. I have a wonderful husband, so much family to celebrate with, and the most beautiful daughter to experience life through. I can’t wait for all the sweet outfits (teeny beans never misses out on an opportunity to dress up) and all the love that I know will fill the void.
If you struggle during this time of year, because I know I’m not alone, you’ll make it through. And maybe even by next year have new memories to soak up some of the sadness.
xo
Joyanna
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